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https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/blog/nistar en https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred <p>Mourning the pain I've inflicted on my soul for hating it because of being raised by an extremely bi-polar mother and then finding myself in manic episodes. And now, being told I'm o.k. but doubting always.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred#comments dealing with crisis love Self trauma Tue, 24 Mar 2009 04:39:56 +0000 Nistar 17373 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org