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The Icarus Project - love https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/taxonomy/term/214/0 en I made an animation about hope and suicide https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide <p>&nbsp;&nbsp;I made an animation based on a song I wrote called &quot;Once You Die.&quot;</p> <p>The animation is posted on Vimeo.com, under my name: Anne Beal, and the video title is &quot;Once You Die.&quot; &nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;here is the link ---&gt;&nbsp;<a href="http://www.vimeo.com/7693425">http://www.vimeo.com/7693425</a></p> <p>It is about my experience with suicide. &nbsp;I animated only 20 seconds of the song; you can listen to the whole song at&nbsp;<a href="http://www.myspace.com/annabelleallways">www.myspace.com/annabelleallways</a>&nbsp;.&nbsp;</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide#comments animation art art bipolar fear hope love manic depression music song suicide Thu, 19 Nov 2009 19:33:25 +0000 bluebelle 18161 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org reality is not my forte but here are some thoughts today https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday <p>let coyote fart in the faces of those who would crush your spirit. he is good at it.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday#comments afgahnistan alive coyote craxy farting healing life life and life only love madness real time reality resistance talking birds visions woodpeckers Wed, 04 Nov 2009 16:10:45 +0000 kilsoquah 18099 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Cycle 1: 1967-1974 https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974 <p>I used to watch children go to school and could not wait to go myself. Soon enough, I attended first and second grade and the excitement soon died, school was nothing like Great-Grandmother's lessons.<br /> &nbsp;</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974#comments Awareness childhood Emotion EssenceI family God love man Self spirit truth woman Thu, 03 Sep 2009 07:15:13 +0000 Page 17962 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org MADNESS IS GENIUS IN DIRE NEED OF BEING HARNESSED https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed <p>Madness is genius that wants and needs to be harnessed for creation. The mad mind must be fed a daily buffet of deep, challenging, creative work.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed#comments art articles big pharma paranoia depression crazy expression fear community community genius God love madness mental health music religion sanity spirituality Wed, 13 May 2009 20:38:01 +0000 CreativeNutJob 17549 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org too much too fast for too long https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong <p>stress over a long period</p> <p>like an entire life</p> <p>causes illness</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>love causes change.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong#comments anxiety depression love release self-hate Sun, 26 Apr 2009 07:47:35 +0000 bluehorse 17481 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Mourning the Hatred https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred <p>Mourning the pain I've inflicted on my soul for hating it because of being raised by an extremely bi-polar mother and then finding myself in manic episodes. And now, being told I'm o.k. but doubting always.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred#comments dealing with crisis love Self trauma Tue, 24 Mar 2009 04:39:56 +0000 Nistar 17373 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Last night 12/02/08 https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208 <p>I find the tears comforting...</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208#comments life love secrets tears Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:27:37 +0000 wallflower 16964 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Love is a many spledid thing... https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing <p>I want to give him my whole heart</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing#comments hearts love romance Thu, 06 Nov 2008 13:49:26 +0000 wallflower 16764 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Love and Gratitude https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude <p>Allright. I guess I'll update this thing. Three entries in a month? That's a lot right? Not so much. Gratitude is my favorite feeling, because it's one that I never bothered to acknowledge before my sobriety. It's beyond just &quot;I'm alive&quot; today too. That's a great gift too, but sometimes I want more than being alive. </p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude#comments addict alcoholic busses community love people Tue, 04 Nov 2008 05:17:56 +0000 Crazy-Diam0nd 16761 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org jUst LIvin LifE https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life <p>JuST TrYin' To LiVE LifE</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life#comments life love spirit & mysticism Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:57:11 +0000 Miss Nixxx 16467 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Doctors and Food https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food It is always a challenge to make dinner. Some nights it is just a frozen pizza.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food#comments alternative treatments floating love maintaining prose Sad stream of consciousness trapped Tue, 27 Nov 2007 23:58:20 +0000 stillgroping 16185 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org It Hurts To Go Home II https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii In the wake of such a massive love, such a magic drive to create, the longing stuffed me into its tight marsupial asshole and farted. The hood went up and my eyes sunk into little slits against the cold, stupid masses of New Yorkers. Life took shit after shit on me and I matched the donation almost every time.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii#comments friendship loneliness love poetry Tue, 25 Sep 2007 20:54:00 +0000 vacancy 15012 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org We of the exploding heart https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart We are let to fall, never learning the lesson of Icarus. Daedalus was a fool to not know that lovers will always reach for the sun.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart#comments daedalus heart icarus love poem poetry Mon, 10 Sep 2007 00:01:24 +0000 daedalaho 14848 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org Burning Desire? https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire Bridges to Tirabithia and I fell in love with her again on the journey from here to there. Learning about stench of flesh alight in pleasure and, also, her softness and fury. <p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire#comments love poem poetry romance Thu, 29 Mar 2007 22:31:46 +0000 syncopation 14151 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org A Title for my own personal gratification. https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification La, Happiness!<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification" target="_blank">read more</a></p> https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification#comments confusion funny love rants Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:47:51 +0000 Beau 13187 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org