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enI made an animation about hope and suicide
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide
<p> I made an animation based on a song I wrote called "Once You Die."</p>
<p>The animation is posted on Vimeo.com, under my name: Anne Beal, and the video title is "Once You Die." </p>
<p> here is the link ---> <a href="http://www.vimeo.com/7693425">http://www.vimeo.com/7693425</a></p>
<p>It is about my experience with suicide. I animated only 20 seconds of the song; you can listen to the whole song at <a href="http://www.myspace.com/annabelleallways">www.myspace.com/annabelleallways</a> . </p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/hope/imadeanimationabouthopeandsuicide#commentsanimationartartbipolarfearhopelovemanic depressionmusicsongsuicideThu, 19 Nov 2009 19:33:25 +0000bluebelle18161 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgreality is not my forte but here are some thoughts today
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday
<p>let coyote fart in the faces of those who would crush your spirit. he is good at it.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/farting/realitynotmyforteherearesomethoughtstoday#commentsafgahnistanalivecoyotecraxyfartinghealinglifelife and life onlylovemadnessreal timerealityresistancetalking birdsvisionswoodpeckersWed, 04 Nov 2009 16:10:45 +0000kilsoquah18099 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgCycle 1: 1967-1974
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974
<p>I used to watch children go to school and could not wait to go myself. Soon enough, I attended first and second grade and the excitement soon died, school was nothing like Great-Grandmother's lessons.<br />
</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/god/cycle11967-1974#commentsAwarenesschildhoodEmotionEssenceIfamilyGodlovemanSelfspirittruthwomanThu, 03 Sep 2009 07:15:13 +0000Page17962 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgMADNESS IS GENIUS IN DIRE NEED OF BEING HARNESSED
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed
<p>Madness is genius that wants and needs to be harnessed for creation. The mad mind must be fed a daily buffet of deep, challenging, creative work.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/madness/madnessgeniusdireneedbeingharnessed#commentsartarticlesbig pharma paranoia depression crazy expression fearcommunitycommunitygeniusGodlovemadnessmental healthmusicreligionsanityspiritualityWed, 13 May 2009 20:38:01 +0000CreativeNutJob17549 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgtoo much too fast for too long
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong
<p>stress over a long period</p>
<p>like an entire life</p>
<p>causes illness</p>
<p> </p>
<p>love causes change.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/self-hate/toomuchtoofasttoolong#commentsanxietydepressionlovereleaseself-hateSun, 26 Apr 2009 07:47:35 +0000bluehorse17481 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgMourning the Hatred
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred
<p>Mourning the pain I've inflicted on my soul for hating it because of being raised by an extremely bi-polar mother and then finding myself in manic episodes. And now, being told I'm o.k. but doubting always.</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/dealingwithcrisis/mourninghatred#commentsdealing with crisisloveSelftraumaTue, 24 Mar 2009 04:39:56 +0000Nistar17373 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgLast night 12/02/08
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208
<p>I find the tears comforting...</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/last-night-120208#commentslifelovesecretstearsTue, 02 Dec 2008 15:27:37 +0000wallflower16964 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgLove is a many spledid thing...
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing
<p>I want to give him my whole heart</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-a-many-spledid-thing#commentsheartsloveromanceThu, 06 Nov 2008 13:49:26 +0000wallflower16764 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgLove and Gratitude
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude
<p>Allright. I guess I'll update this thing. Three entries in a month? That's a lot right? Not so much. Gratitude is my favorite feeling, because it's one that I never bothered to acknowledge before my sobriety. It's beyond just "I'm alive" today too. That's a great gift too, but sometimes I want more than being alive. </p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/love/love-and-gratitude#commentsaddictalcoholicbussescommunitylovepeopleTue, 04 Nov 2008 05:17:56 +0000Crazy-Diam0nd16761 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgjUst LIvin LifE
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life
<p>JuST TrYin' To LiVE LifE</p><p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/%5Bcatpath%5D/just-livin-life#commentslifelovespirit & mysticismSun, 29 Jun 2008 03:57:11 +0000Miss Nixxx16467 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgDoctors and Food
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food
It is always a challenge to make dinner. Some nights it is just a frozen pizza.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/alternative-treatments/doctors-and-food#commentsalternative treatmentsfloatinglovemaintainingproseSadstream of consciousnesstrappedTue, 27 Nov 2007 23:58:20 +0000stillgroping16185 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgIt Hurts To Go Home II
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii
In the wake of such a massive love, such a magic drive to create, the longing stuffed me into its tight marsupial asshole and farted. The hood went up and my eyes sunk into little slits against the cold, stupid masses of New Yorkers. Life took shit after shit on me and I matched the donation almost every time.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/poetry/it-hurts-to-go-home-ii#commentsfriendshiplonelinesslovepoetryTue, 25 Sep 2007 20:54:00 +0000vacancy15012 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgWe of the exploding heart
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart
We are let to fall,
never learning the lesson of Icarus.
Daedalus was a fool to not know that lovers
will always reach for the sun.<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/we-of-the-exploding-heart#commentsdaedalushearticaruslovepoempoetryMon, 10 Sep 2007 00:01:24 +0000daedalaho14848 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgBurning Desire?
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire
Bridges to Tirabithia and I fell in love with her again
on the journey
from here to there.
Learning about stench of flesh alight in pleasure
and,
also,
her softness and fury. <p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/art/poetry/burning-desire#commentslovepoempoetryromanceThu, 29 Mar 2007 22:31:46 +0000syncopation14151 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.orgA Title for my own personal gratification.
https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification
La, Happiness!<p><a href="https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification" target="_blank">read more</a></p>https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org/rants/a-title-for-my-own-personal-gratification#commentsconfusionfunnyloverantsSun, 14 Jan 2007 07:47:51 +0000Beau13187 at https://site.icarusprojectarchive.org