Brain Shivers 

brain shivers--ssri 
maximum profit 
from those who can't get off it 
and they don't care if you live or die 
they don't care if your head's gonna fry 

this is like going to hell 
i think i'll vomit for a spell 
i turn my head 
and the electrical current 
makes my head feel really burnt 
and like its slipping 
down some slope 
and I wonder how the fuck 
am I going to cope 

and memory comes back 
in a long drawn out flash back 
and social anxiety 
may be the death of me 
bipolar, anxiety, ptsd 
why can't I peel these labels 
off of me-- 

i really am a free spirit inside 
i dance in realms of shifting tide 
i become one with the wind sometimes, 
seeking the peace, sometimes in the pines 
i hover like a chagall violinist 
over the pain, into the mist 
and then it is quite monet 
and then there is this beautiful day