This reminds me of during my first psychotic depression-in an episode i had an INCREDIBLE out of body experience. I was in a lot of pain and bed ridden...persecution from god and being hunted by an evil murderer/s (that attacks you and sits on a rocking chair by your bedside with a knife) can FEEL crippling and actually stop you from being able to move. well, i was going through all this and having back flashes of things i had ccip \ ccna | ccna security | ccna voice | ccna wireless | ccnp \ ccsp \ ccvp blocked out (i was really threatened when i remembered the things that had happened to me) and also hearing voices and having sensations of rape and a CRAZY feeling of disgust in my stomach that was tearing me apart (it was weird, like g forces) and hearing things on the roof (telling myself i am not crazy) and wanting to cut myself again and again and having delusions and just basically feeling evil all around me and like i was on the brink of being slaughtered( i thought i was in a snuff movie) and thinking the whole world was full of crime,