There is a board meeting going on at my job right now and some of the board members are so FUCKING annoying, I mean if you're going to be on the FUCKING board, why the FUCK don't you organize yourselves instead of expecting the FUCKING executive director to take care of leading the meeting and making all the FUCKING decisions? Some of these people are fucking clueless (I know, I know, surprise, I didn't capitalize fucking) and I really don't know how my boss deals with it. I swear I can see smoke coming out of his ears from frustration...

Support systems are falling down around me. My fiance is moving out for a while until we can get a car (he needs to be able to have a ride to his new job, which will pay much better, but he'll be an hour and a half drive away from me...). I seriously have no friends except through work, and I'm really fucking not liking the idea of living completely on my own with no one really around to hang out with...not that I depend on him in any sense of the word, but he's my only real support system right now, since my parents are full of their own mangled form of Gospel having to do with Catholicism mixed with biased and closed-minded information about what I should be doing with my life, and blah blah blah. I don't like to complain. End of subject.

I'm going home in ten minutes, come hell or high water. I'm going to relax tonight and eat soup. I like soup. A friend of mine gave me five Newports, because I'm out of cigarettes, so at least I'll have enough for about an hour after getting home (yes, I'm a shameless chain-smoker...deal with it). Thank God I won't have a nic fit until at least 9:30 or 10...

Anyway. I'm out for now. See ya tomorrow.