Yeah I had an unannounced visit from the case manager. I went to the door in nightgown hagmode, half asleep and crusty eyed. Well I have a fever. I did not get any warning of this visit. I am so sick of fucking court order and I did nothing wrong! He said, "Hi I am making home visits today. what are you doing for Thanksgiving?"

I said, "I don't celebrate genocide."

and he left really quickly then, like that was that then...like it was party pooper craxy nightgown hag woman, whatever...

I told him I was Miami. He was already nearly to his car by then. I dont think he likes having to deal with me. They should drop the futhermuckin thing already. My parents have no clue about "danger to self" and the hospitals are a danger to self, their food alone...well it was a little better last time than ten years ago I have to say.

Some people check in to get food and shelter actually. Actually a lot of people do. Then they get mistreated. Ten years ago was worse. I was in for a Thanksgiving one year. This year was absuurd. I felt like telling him yeah my friend died a year ago, my other cat died, my family does not really give a shit about me (tho they care in their own way), what are you doing to celebrate genocide? Well I kept it short and simple.

Anyways that is my petty problems. It could be worse.

Here is the REAL history of Thanksgiving: http://www.danielnpaul.com/The.....iving.html

I am grateful and thankful everyday. He did not get to hear me say that part either. I am grateful to be alive. He doesn't know how thankful. He has no idea how lucky all us humans are to be alive...we missed being hit by a comet in July and again by a huge asteroid in October. Yes I am thankful ALWAYs I greet the sun every single day, even as I wish for rain, I LOVE the SUN

and I love this neglected EARTH

and I will think of the children tomorrow and our future.

Tsuname of Love - for the Children of the World - the Vision of Chief Sonne Reyna:

http://www.archive.org/details.....ChiefSonne

That second link everyone will like I think. He has a lot to say that is important now.

Here in the Spirit of Crazy Horse I do thanks giving for Icarus here and now and I do it every day and I thank my lucky stars for you all are here....

Mad love, Nancy

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As a great fish swims between the banks of a river as it likes, so does the shining Self move between the states of dreaming and waking.