Ability to concentrate in school has been achieved though my math class is too advanced for me.  Feel in isolation, have fascination with violence, and totally seperate from the world.  Spend most of my free time alone in my room and have been pigging out as of recent.

Life has become non emotional outside of anger and a few moments of abstraction.  A grip and understand of reality is starting to dawn on me. Visual hallucinations are present but not nearly at the same magnitude as when first starting this blog. 

General misanthropic attitude but with a desire to change that.  I am full of criticism, jealousy, and hatred.