I am still having this feeling that I am being watched.  Watched not only by the government, but also by freemason orgizations which are connected to my life through my adopted family.  My adopted father is a member of Lions Club as well as his current wife.  My first adopted mother and his first wife is/was a member of The International Order of The Rainbow for Girls-http://www.gorainbow.org/home/home.taf.  Upon further investigating and research, chapters are all over the world-including the Phillipines, where I was adopted.  I have a feeling that two of my friends are also freemasons for they bear anagram tattoos ontheir arms.  In some photos,  some of them can be seen framing one eye with index and thumb, kinda like Lady Gaga....http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1610296264451&set=a.1628125590173.2087131.1447579718&type=1&theater

In this photo an anagram and the "framing" of the eye can be seen...

  Am I crazy for trying to make a connection here?  Why would I have a connection to freemasons/Illuminati?  The "All Seeing Eye" is everwhere? or am I just being paranoid?  

  There has to be a connection somewhere...I keep going back to an early memory in my life.  Or was it a dream? I am in the back of a car, a man is pushing me down down to the floor board of the back seat and he is instructing someone, "Watchout for snipers on the roof."  I also used to have this reoccuring dream where I witness this woman getting shot.   Are these events/dreams connected?  Or were they visions?  I was informed by an INS agent that  used to live in San Francisco, CA.  However, I vaguely remember anything at all.  The smell of eucalyptus in Golden Gate Park is somewhat familiar as are the dirt paths there that are made by foot traffic.  My adopted parents all deny me having lived in  San Francisco, CA.  Someone's lying, and I do not think that it is the INS.  Unless it is a conspiracy so deep it very farfetched.  I remember waking up in mid surgery after I was injured during play fighting with my adopted father.  He played rough me.  He kicked me and I went reeling towards the coffe table.  I remember being rushed to the hospital with ice on my head, behind my left ear.  I have a wicked scar to this day...I do not remember being put under for stitches.  I woke up while the doctor was stitching me up.  One of those cloths that are placed over an area where it is being operated on was placed over my head with the areqa being stitched was exposed.  now that I think of it, why was I sedated with anesthesia?  "...Unless you have a microchip in your head..." one of my friends said to me.  Weird why would she say this?  Is there a microchip in my head?  Sometimes I think that I am being mind controlled.  I also remember when I used to live on Travis Air Force Base, we were coming home and our house is being broken into.  My adopted father hits the burglar with one of our garbage cans.  This same night his computer is stolen...what was he working on?  did he hide a computer chip in my head?  He is "hiding out" in Lahontan Valley, NV with Area 51 just on the other side of a mountain range/hillside.  He has always had a fascination with aliens...

  Maybe I was kidnapped or sent away to be hidden in the U.S. for a reason to be revealed.  Everytime I talk with my adopted mother, she always brings up the stiry of how I was adopted.  Its like she is giving a story to the police, her alibi or something.  My birth certificate is a Late Registration of Birth.  I do remember seeing my green card when I was a child and it was lost in some storage facility after my adopted father divorced.  I grew out my hair recently and I noticed that I do not have straight hair like an Asian.  I have hairs that curl here and there.  I do not remember ever noticing this growing up.  I also have a reddish tint to my black hair which can br seen in the sun or under bright light.  My right eye is slightly larger than my left also.  A child once told this to me recently.  I used to stare at my face in the mirror while on mushrooms or ecstasy and think I was crazy for thinking someting was wring with my eye(s).  I have these "floaties" that are three dots in a triangular formation...my adopted mother was adamant about me going to see an eye doctor.  I now wear glasses for I do have visual problems.  I had an eye infection when i was seveteen years old. During a tackle football game in the mud, my right eye was cut open.  I went to the E.R. to get stitched up.  The E.R. doctor stitched me up with mud still in my eye lid.  I returned later that night with a rising temperature of 104.  "IF you hadn't come in tonight you would have lost your eye."  I had a strain of streptococcus in my eye.  Would the Illuminati mark my eye somehow by burnig these three dots into my eye?  Is it to identify me?  I have had these "floaters" for as long as I remember, since childhood...

  I have been getting these valproate emsils about it causing birth defects.. What does it do to men?  I took it for a while to treat my BPD, but I no longer take it.

  I remember having a conversation with someone about the Anti-Christ.  He asked himself why would he be the the Anti-Christ if he has never been to the Middle East? The ad-dajjal is suppsosed to have messed up right eye.  Is he supposed to have a chamelion-like eye?  Like the reptilians/Draconians?  The Illuminati are suppsoed to be a reptilian alien race...

It is growing late and I have some reading to do on the the Illuminati...