There's no telling what I can inflict
On those whom I love
In the name of "love" I lash out
Slash and Burn
Take no prisoners.
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

I am toxic
Poison to all I touch
And I don't know how
To detoxify this lake of
SHIT
that I call me.
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

I'm sick to death
of me.
Look at myself
See nothing good.
Look at myself and try
To sort it out.
Who am I?
And how do I fix
The shattered bits
And become complete unto myself?
In the name of "love"
I rend
I tear.
I fly for the throat.
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

Here, try a smidgen of
Arsenic for
Your heart.
Take it from me
It's what you want.
Sugar coated
Candy shell
Take my love
(Take some poison)
Hold me close
(I hope you choke)
Please don't leave me
(Die, asshole)
Fuck off and die
(Please, oh please, don't go).
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

No thanks
Back away
Run like hell
Run from me
Run from you
Run from life and
God and
Hope and
Good things
(Hide from the bad)
(Hide, hide from myself).
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

Watch the sun rise
Or is it setting?
Beginning
(Ending)
Make my bed
And I lie in it.
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

Spitting cobra woman
Viper
Snake
A spider
(Black widow - love
them - kill him with
venomous love).
Fuck Everybody.
Fuck me.

Let me lay here
Staring at the ceiling
Until I learn to
Forget.
Oh God
If God you are
WHY?
How can they destroy
An entire life
And walk away
Happy?
How can God, if he exists
Allow this?
Fuck everybody.
Fuck me.

I ask myself the question
Can I let go of the hurt
Fear pain worry stress
Lack of worthiness
Lack of self love?
Dare I open the floodgates
Let it all out
And start new and fresh
Unpolluted
No longer a biohazard?