Hello

This is stupid, i dont even have anything to say. The thing is, i feel it now, slipping away, the goodness, my spirt is being eaten by a demon i cant see and cant catch.

Stupid doctors are making it my choice, and i know its my choice at the end of the day, but they are making it hard for me to find my way when their professinal opinions clash in an intersection of multicoloured pharmys all being thrown at me. . . .

Is this really about who gets the magic sword or is everyone on edge just because they are a little hungry?

Back to a life of eating and sleeping for a few weeks i guess. Ima try and fight it. stop fighting = stop living?