I`m starting to wonder about the way I act around others. I wonder if I effect them in anyway. Maybe I`m like the head ache that won`t go away after an advil or so. Maybe I`m the taste in your mouth in the morning and brushing your teeth makes it worst I think I act fine ,but maybe what I do is not acceptable around others. Its not like nobody says anything to me or that I have an emotional problem that makes me lash out at people. As I sit here typing while watching two asian boys lip synch to Ashley Simpson I know that I am not normal--but who is? Maybe I`m not the damage other people are? I mean like dull isnt the best thing in the world ya? I`m not directing that at people who cant like.......make atleast a couple of funy knock-knock jokes cus you know not all people can do that it takes talent--I suppose. Maybe being different is being the new normal? Ugh I hate all that crap trying to be like others. I see more and more people changing , but is it because they want to change or is it what they see is what they want others to see in them even if they dont want it. I`m afraid my actions will cause others to change and I dont want that. I hate how people will change for you but i dont want them to change it happens to much for me. I believe in change but not who you are. I`m scared for my friends. I dont want to be the reason why they change like i said multiple times before. I`m afraid too say I love you so much dont change on me but i dont want somebody to feel held back. I dunno i`m complaining too much.