WELL I dont know if im starting my manic stage, but does anybody else has ever thought about being an indigo kid? I havent decided what fukin lable I wanna put on myself in this world, I dont like labels but I need something to hold on to when Im feeling depressed, Im perfectly fine by beliving Im indigo when Im feeling good but when I feel like shit Bipolarity is the only ONLY explanation that makes sense for me.

Im confused, maybe we ARE enlightened, if its so shouldnt we be able to heal ourselves from the pain of our depressions? shouldnt we be aware of our inner power? our spiritual power...    theres a piece missing in this puzzle.