I am new here...a good friend introduced me to it today.

I am feeling very unhappy and my mental state is not good. I am living in a town where I have experienced a full range of bad things ranging from having my phoned tapped to being beaten and having the cops turn on me, laugh in my face, and make me feel like going completely postal--and then a neighbor (who whispers my name from his yard when i get out of my car) and I feel creeped out. It's as if they are trying to drive me completely mad. My good friends are being very kind and doing everything they can to help me...thank God for that. However, I still feel sickened and paranoid. I have to say I really wonder how much they know about me from my phone calls...