Fore score and several yaers ago, 48 to be exact, our father brought forth a new child, bla bla bla. Had problems with my wife today. Just dealing with the every day things seem so hard. My mind is in a coma but my body has not laid down yet. Very arguementive today looking for a fight. Now I lay my head to rest hoping that I do not get up but do any way. When I die I want to go to sleep and not wake up, nice and peacefull no pain.