Normal 0 false false false MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 Technically I’ve been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my current goal is to decrease the number of meds (8) that I am on as much as that is possible. I believe many of these meds are creating symptoms or exacerbating those preexisting. Right now I’m working on getting off atavan. And on top of all these great labels I’m a highly sensitive person. I just tried to decrease my atavan for the third titration and I have felt like a sack of nerves ever since I woke up this morning. Getting perspective in this state is difficult. for the better part of this day I can see myself wanting to "self-sabotage" this new and great situation I’m in because I feel so sensitive (and greatly paranoid).  I’m reaching out for perspective!