Okay, so I have forgotten how I have logged into this site,  so I have started a new account.  My name is Jeremiah Daniel Hertz-recently I have had more paranoid thoughts...I feel that my friends want me dead due to a past sin committed upon an innocent,  there are people constantly keeping tabs on me for various reasons unknown-yet I suspect it maybe to recruit me for advertising or some farfectched b.s. I have misconstrued in my head,  there are cameras and listening devices in my to monoitor my behavior... I also feel that I am a subject of a case study for interns that want a degree in social work and/or psychology...I frickin' hate the way I think- i want to stop the uncontrollable thoughts, put a stop to my process of putting tangenbts together-I have been off my meds for over a year, and ever since I stopped smoking pot, my thoughts are outta control,  I am more irritable @ people and extra extra sensitive...I am reaching out to my community here because everyone I turn to has not an inkling of a clue what to do...someone plez help me before I decide TO...????