i am eating very little lately. i really don't want the canned salmon salad in the fridge right now. maybe later i will get hungry enough. i get hungry then things won't appeal to me. i don't lose weight of course, probably get some starvation weight...prepping for the long winter and such. ah i don't really starve tho. but metabolism is weird lately. i need to still also see an endocrinologist. too many things.

j is the best. he is a real wonderful person and is being very sweet.

my spirits uplifted watching cuban music videos. music is such a healer.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-55679785850026464