uh oh did not know i was logged in for two days...hmm i shut down and everything...

here is a queen of night flower and a pretty song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLknZdEh78Y

sent by my friend fredi.

i have some new ones, for other people...i don't know if i posted.

this one has a lot of toulouse-lautrec for r.m. isaiah: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhN6ULtbgiM

this one is for my friend eric, "medicine":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOHZUGIc6N8

long one, sort of trippy. these all have to be buffered tonight it seems. it varies on there.

this is for ensueno in russia. has a lot of interdimensional birds

wings by ensueno: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fEldTuhlqs

i want to do another one...i am on butt too much. i need walks, but scared of weakness attacks. still today i felt in a good mood tho i cry sometimes. sometimes i cry because some things are just really beautiful.

i dance when i can. i go out back...

i saw a hawk...here on the telephone pole. you can barely see him. i think it is a him i don't know why:


birds are so kind to me. i am grateful every day...

i complain and get pain whatever...i am grateful too. miracles every day...