Easing my way into talking to more people. Don't always answer the phone. Friend is visiting me; we want to wander the country, but then her grandmother is sick. Being tired reminds me why I hate and fear being tired; surprise! On less tired days (I try so hard not to be tired when it's time to do this), I have rather suddenly found myself leading a small music workshop for other [I need a word to replace "mentally ill", something less cumbersome and also more accurate; haven't figured out this word yet] people and - I think we're on to something. Music therapy has been growing fast among my interests since I went to study with my aunt and her friend in January.

Music itself can't really grow as an interest for me. It's always been there, it's never a choice or a question, but what's really up in the air is what sort of applications it will have in my life and around me.

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