i used to think people were after me.  i would hear people at my mom's house and so i moved.  It stopped for a while, then I started talking to people again, and then i started to hear whistling in my room.  only my room.  and when I was home alone.  Once it happened during dinner, but the people i live with heard it, too, and one of them said something to which i replied "you hear it too?" ... that went well ..heh..  and then it stopped after i started ignoring it.  things were going well.

then lately i started getting that creeping feeling again.  that gut feeling like someone's watching me.  When i'm drifting off into sleep i hear things that i'm not sure were a product of my halfslumber or if they were actually real.  Mostly because i'm too tired to find out.  but tonight.  just an hour ago.  I heard chime-like noises in my sleep.  Going on and off like an alarm or phone, but it was dream-like so i ignored it.  It kept stirring me, so I sat up, and low-and-behold, I was actually hearing it. From my boiler room.  It was like a cell phone ringer in alarm form.  It sounded like a xylophone mixed with a video game thing. quite faint.  I freaked.

Went upstairs, and it got quieter.  held my head to the floor and i could hear it again.  went up-up stairs and it disappeared completely.  Grabbed some scissors, called my mother.  Freaked out, and now it's stopped.  i hope it doesn't start again.

i don't know if i'm hallucinating or if it's real.  if it is real, then why is it.  why would people do that?  why?  seriously.  It can't be that entertaining.  and if i'm hallucinating, then whyyyee?  why is it so random. 

the thing is i can usually tell.  my hallucinations come from within my head and not within other rooms, if that makes any sense.  normally i can test it by asking myself if it's real (kind of like when you're lucid dreaming).  If I am, it fades away.  if not. it continues.

i'm scared.

i don't know what to do.

no one will believe me.

they'll think i've gone bat-shit again.

i'm not.

i swear.