Your hollow lover,
 

I spent to much time trying to love what you cover

I felt my heart breaking,

Then took a risk that wasnt really worth taking.

and i pushed you away.

You saw me as his and closed your eyes to watch me fade.

I didnt mean for this,

To fuck us up without even touching your lips.

But trust me i dreamt of it.

of the temptation of your tan skin.

your blonde hair, your blue eyes.

But this hurts and i cant explain it.

this wound in my heart makes me feel utterly naked.

now im left tired,

feeling broken and abused.

but i know it should be you who's feeling dafted and used.

i didnt mean it that way, i love you and im unstable.

but watching you laugh putting your feet up on the table

i know that ill forget it again,

the fact that im here as only a friend.

i miss you and i care but i want you to forget it,

because me in your life will never quite fit.