I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am trying so hard to lead a normal productive life with meds. I don't have the resources to get meds at the moment, and has been that since Feb of 2006. I work full time at a 8-5 stressful job in HR. I have been trying to get a better job, so i have been going on interviews and submitting my resume at different place. I am also going to the local jc at night. My class load is 7 units, 2 classes. I had my first math test. I am usually good at math. But I spaced on the test. I hate factoring.  blahhhhhhh