Im 18, soon to be 19. My friend told me to check this website out...cause ive been having promblems and i havent really paid attention to them and it began drowning me..

my family is falling apart..and i feel like if i had stayed, that wouldnt have happened.

Im pretty sure that my girlfriend is going to break up with me, and i talk to her tomorrow about it.

I stopped writing, and i began to swollow every little emotion i had, and devoured those that hurt. Made sure that no one could see them, and forced me to be illegable.

I am begining to process everything..and im starting to feel better.

maybe i wont need meds for depression.