All that i can say is shit, isn't it?

Doesn't matter so much what I say, how I say it, what I mean.
I'll be forgotten one day. I'll be dead one day anyway. Doesn't matter in the end
if I hurt family or friends, because one day they'll die. One day we'll all be gone.

How the fuck do I feel right now? let's see...
I have a song called "I want you in my love".
There's a part of that song where I am basically screaming.
That's how I feel now. That scream. That cry to everything and nothing.
That's how I feel right now.

I want you in my love

 Fuck off world.

Put all of my possessions here in Jesus' name
And nail a sign on the door
Bright and early Sunday morning with my walking cane
I'm going up to see my Lord
-Tom Waits 

~Beau