I saw my shrink today and explained to her how I can "feel" sounds, not only the vibration resounding through me, but also the emotion it is laden with if from an organic source.  For instance, a scattering of leaves in the forest is laden with a "run, hide" feeling due to the animal scurrying for cover.  Or words are filled with emotion if coming from an emotional source. 

She said the buffers in my mind are not working, and so yes, I am actually super sensitive to certain things.  Like smell being another.  She said it is a defective.... and I stopped her.  I said it was only defective because I am the only one in my circle of people that can perceive it.  So people don't give a shit what they say or feel, and I get it all in a slam to my chest and it leaves my mind reeling how people can be so ignorant.

I am in a place now, in university, where I am surrounded finially by intelligence.  HELLO!!!!!  I have resided in a vast space of dimwittedness for so long, searching for a light in this virtual wasteland of ignorance, and still I have yet to find, but people are starting to awake in their own time around me now.  I am so tired of having to watch infant adults destroying and polluting the environment both chemically and with their destructive psychic energy.  When is it I will find my equal?  The people here at icarus are so much more alive than most, I love you people!!