Today, the best thing I could do is plant my garden.  It might not stop raining but I have another chance tomorrow morning.  They should be astounding, all these new chances to do things in a good way.

I am reading a transcription of the film "Evolving Minds," about a personal experience with psychosis and spirituality.  This transcription is available freely on the internet.  It reminds me of what I already knew-- there's no substitute for patient training of the mind.  Easing into meditation.  With 2 meditation books gifted to me by a monk, how many hints do I really need?

I plan to start this slow work during this month, and maybe learn to focus more on internal life.