I was worried about getting an online journal, just because Im not very elequant. I cant spell, have terrible grammar skills. And I sapose I always thought the idea of a diary was silly. but I'll see what I think later.

So I dont know what the word is Im looking for, but I havnt got a very STRONG personality. I have got my own thoughts and veiws (beliefs) But I dont feel I need to share them with the rest of the world, Except through my sewing, the way I live my own life, the choices I make daily. Im not a very loud person. I work, go to school, travel. I dont cuss and I only ever drink when Im relaxing at home.

I like to ride my bike, all over. I love camping, traveling. staying home sewing, cooking. But I feel like theres no one I can relate to.The only people I have met who share these intersts are very...well not very nice at all. 

The kind of girl I am. I like to plan potlucks. I collect kitchen appliances. For christmas I asked for a food processor and gift certificates to book stores. I collect diy zines/books. I make my own clothes,always eat at home and I its always been my dream to work in a hardware store (with the discounts you get on tools THINK of all the projects you could set forward!!!). 

I guess some people would say Im borring. But I have got simple pleasures that people really take for grantid.

Today was a really bad day for me. I hate being trapped inside like that. I stepped out and stood with my eyes closed to the sun, warm air blowin on my face.  Why coulndt I have been born in the country somewhere?

I want to meet a mountain man that will take me camping and in return, Ill be his hilly billy women.

sigh*

but like I said, I dont think people really get me and my interests. I might meet the right guy someday though.Maybe hes living in redding.