it is a weird thing to be semi hypomanic and sick at the same time. i am doing better tho i think. something is better. i think i have the flu. it may be just that. it is hard to tell sometimes.  i get sick a lot tho. i get everything going around and i never know what is what. i think i need some real garlic. the pills are not enough for me or something. i will just have to smell like garlic...

i can't stay on computer very long. it makes me very woozy. it is like an amusement ride with carsickness after awhile. but i want to be on. but i don't last. i guess that is ok. i am in severe nightgown hag mode. oh well. i need that time out, honeychunks sent a pic of in the roll call. i need to just chill. and i am really but i need to just allow it, and heal.

i keep postponing that bath...i know it will help, and i need it...agh. i better do that.