So I thought school was over monday after taking my last two finals. All I had to do was go meet with a professor to get grades back yesterday. Then I was going home to moms place to celebrate with my old friends and enjoy a lazy weekend of knitting and hanging out with my best friends. But mr professor gave me a symapthy 'D' on my paper that's worth 30% of my total class grade. It was only a D because I handed the right number of pages in on time, "for effort only" he commented. He told me to rewrite it before 5p on Saturday so I can get an A instead of a C- or a D+. I'm so sick of it all that I can't bring myself to do anything but whine and wallow in the filth of my own sorrow. What do I do? I don't even feel like I can write a good paper at this point. The first one was shit because I'm worn to the bone on school and life. How can the second one be any better if I'm even more worn out now after finals? So I just don't how what the fuck to do. If I left myself get a bad grade I'll feel like crap about myself but I can move on. Trying to do that work makes me want to die so it's lose/lose no matter what.