Outlets.  That's what I figure I need.  Somewhere to take angst and beat it up against a wall until it doesn't have the substance to hurt me anymore.  Screw a buncha pain.

I can do better than this.

I have the technology.

There's nothing anyone can inflict upon me that I don't let them.

I've got to remember that everytime I let something or someone hurt me, it means I'm relinquishing power.

And that just won't fly anymore.

I can be stronger than that.

Right?