i think i want cheese potato soup. garlic.

i wish i was growing herbs...i need to use pots...the kitty's are back there, too small...i can plant non-edibles in the ground.

the aspens are changing and i can't get up there.

i got weakness attacks again and hey hurt...i rested then got upand made a video for my friend eric. it is really trippy, a little eerie but medicinal i felt...and it is called "medicine"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOHZUGIc6N8

i have to edit things...delete things. not sure how...to get the energy for that.

i dance when i can nearby somewhere i can crash if needed. walking scares me still,afraid of falling and weakness attacks. blood sugar attacks too, those are different...meds make it all worse.

keeping spirit up despite it. that does not mean i am bubbly and cheerful in the least. but i am keeping my spirit up.