bored again, spiraling towards the end, letting light shine in, in this story-how do i begin, watching them mill past me, wondering why-they outlast me, but a part of me stays, everytime my face betrays, never to fully give my heart away, today is stark grey and cold, these fall days-the leaves are growing old, fall to the ground floor, find an open door, let a bit more in than before, i wish i could impress you, do something that would breakthrough, your exterior is a shell and a shield, you hide behind it 'til you're healed, take your time to come to me, repair your broken angel wings, fly agian and start to sing, a new way is what this present brings, the only thing i find i miss, is an honest heartfelt kiss, full of passion and love it's true, but i'll find mine in time it's true, as i sit here-busted flawed, i feel my frozen heart begin to thaw, and to wait it out i write these haikus, got nothin' better to do