I have perused this site and I am not quite a rebel as is the theme but understand the need to break out of the norm.  I am mainly concerned with changing myself, call me selfish but the world can wait and when it does I might be able to contribute and be a role model at that when I have liberated myself.  Very interesting stuff though.  I guess i have ordered all the self-help "how-to" books that caught my eye but we will see.  Discipline does have it's place though and I have enormous respect for those who can safely live by schedule and principle.  It seems to be the enemy of art though maybe i just have not "found" my way yet.