i have no room left in my head...they wont go and now they're starting arguments with eachother...who gets to come out and for how long, one telling the other to shut up. thing is, i can HEAR the friggen arguing,i find myself saying "shut up" out loud, having "normal" people look at me talking to myself makes me laugh...cause im really talking to them, the alters, in my head...i have pretty good control over them tho..they all seem to listen when i get pissed and yell STOP...then they do go back in, quiet down, take their seats..read, sleep...whatever it is they do up there..its just that one or another keeps coming out without me knowing...then i get mad at myself because i didnt even feel the switch...nothing...just one of them slid out without telling or asking...like it was proded to do so by another alter...but i have noticed im getting better at being aware of the switches when they happen, i can feel when one takes over for the other now...just takes me a minute to figure out who i was, who slipped out and who  i am now...its all so confusing ...they said i can blog this here...i need to get it out..down on paper...