ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont know how to do any of this.

when im alone i feel so fucking alone and lost and when im with someone i feel so clingy and perfect, but i feel so much more in the moment than i believe any one could ever be and i want way more sex than anyone ive ever met.

its the worst drug out there.

ive sent him away for 2 days.

cant handle needing him.

love him so much.