so i started a new blog/

well 2 really

one for my whinny emotions and one for my productivity.

so feel free to check either out.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont know how to do any of this.

when im alone i feel so fucking alone and lost and when im with someone i feel so clingy and perfect, but i feel so much more in the moment than i believe any one could ever be and i want way more sex than anyone ive ever met.

its the worst drug out there.

ive sent him away for 2 days.

cant handle needing him.

love him so much.

ok. not sure if i did the first blog right.

dealing with effexor withdrawl right now. \could be worse without the herbal crap im on.