completly diregard all warning, the red light blinking, the yellow tape i cross,
everyone says to be careful, but a heart wants what it wants, it doesnt care who gets hurt in the process
even when its itself. i feel like every time i get hurt, my heart gets a little colder, like afairy, her light dims....my light dims. i want my light to shine, do you have a match?

a match, lets set this heart on fire, let it burn for awhile, so it can look like it feels, black, charred, scarred, shattered and torn, its taped together, some scotch tape, some duck tape,maybe a couple bandaids.... im having trouble breathing.

you took my breath away, in more ways then one. my chest hurts, it aches its like this empty feeling, it feels so hollow like it reaches all the way into my soul. this hole is deep, but the funny thing is, you didnt create it. someone tore a hole someone else tore it further, you just ripped it open more....

i must be poisen, toxic, something is wrong, i am that beautiful apple and then when you take a bite, gone. it has to be because everyone i care about, love, they leave me, maybe not everyone but more then i care to count

actually i do count, i know everyone, their names are engraved in my skin, i could be morbid and stay that each name is in each red bleeding slit across my wrist, but i wouldnt go that far, never hurt yourself over someone else only do it to hurt yourself

i can be so dark sometimes, i dont think anyone really sees that, i can get so dark, my chest aches, its physical pain, deep....so deep, and dark....

i cant breath