The song "I Tried" by Bone Thugs-N-Harmony is deep and hella sweet. I have listened to it twenty times on the radio and have downloaded it as well. I wrote myself a note to write in my personal diary today but I have refused the order. Sometimes it feels pointless when I am the only one reading. Sometimes I dislike writing because of the unusual way I hold my pencil, which I have difficulty ammending. Recently I have started a new life in the town where I grew up. I moved from the city to the suburbs, and I am recieving free housing and board, which is nice. I have had two anxiety attacks since my arrival April 30th. That is two anxiety attacks in about twenty days. If I keep this pace up for twelve months, I will have 36.5 anxiety attacks in a one year period.