Mad: is for when they take it out on me and I prey not to become homicidal.

Sad: is when I try to cry but the tears don't show tell they make them.

Jasmine: How can I just throw away three years of my life as well as the closest person to me. I feel really stupid and what was up with the attitude I was giving off? This can’t be happening, he sounded real serious too. What am I gonna do now without him? I’m independent, but I still love him and need him. We share so many memories it's gonna be hard to keep him off my mind for the rest of my life. I know I can't be friends with him, it's just to hard. What if he gets a new girl? I can't deal with that all up in my face.