Normal 0 false false false MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;}       Yes I know how angry this sounds, but I know I am not alone in this. So please read on. Never be afraid of asking questions. Question everything, assume nothing and always keep an open mind.   What I live with can not be just pushed to the side and ignored. In order for me to not become suicidal I must be ever aware of myself and my emotional state. Anyone coming into my life needs to learn all they can about this. You think talking about it makes it worse this is wrong. Talking leads to understanding and that helps, anything that helps is a good thing.