Hello.

I'm sort-of, kind-of a member of the local collective group. I really miss them sometimes. My own insecurities and general negligence have kept me away. Part of the reason I've come to this site is to maybe find some of them and hash it out. Anyhoo.

This Icarus site is amazing, and huge, and I feel really overwhelmed by it all...but I really want to get the hang of it...hopefully soon.

Life's not been so great lately. I have these really weird hallucinations that are so real I'm starting to doubt that they're hallucinations. But...the voices have quieted. That's a blessing. Depressed. Not Depressed. Manic. Not Manic. ARGH! Get me off this friggin' roller coaster.

I  know you all understand and that's a huge comfort. I'll write more later.