I've developed new pains today. Kind of shooting things in my left breast. Near where I imagine my nipple might be. But I don't know what brought it on. Fuck, there goes another one. Maybe worth taking a vicodin. And I still have that soreness on the outside of my right breast. I think it's getting better very slowly. It's more like a bruise soreness now. And I see another bit of a bruise peeking out over on that side. Fuck.

It's hot out and I'm loving having the apartment to myself for a while. I had planned on maybe masturbating, but I don't want to hurt my breasts any more than they're hurting now. It's already the afternoon on Monday, so two days until the tape comes off.

I want to see what's underneath. I want to touch it and relearn what the sensations are like. Maybe I can even reintroduce some feelings that might have gone. But not right now when I'm all taped up and having shooting pains and a headache.