pain
Submitted by nothing on Sat, 12/20/2008 - 3:05pmThis is so not fair
Its so not fair to not expect fair
and yet its all so twisted
that all i can say is
this is so not fair.
It's so not fair
to make me take on your guilt
that you cant handle
on top of my own.
It's so not fair
to be with me
every step of the way
until i truly need you
and then you just cant handle it.
It's so not fair
that this all might destroy me in the end.
It's so not fair
that the ones who love me
have their own agendas.
Its so not fair
that they really do love me
even though
they have agendas.
Its so not fair
that the emotions i understand best
are
loss fear and anger.
Its so so so not fair
that i find love
and dont know what to do.
Its so not fair
that saying "its not fair"
doesnt work.
Its so so so
not fair.
-nothin
I so completely agree
I understand that right down to my core. I so agree with every word.
I know that I 'm fragile. I can't endure much more. The last two that assured me I need not fear drilled holes in my skull with unkind words and spiteful actions as they poured acid based humor down into my guts and told me they loved me while burying me in dark blankets of mendacity.
I so completely agree with every word. I understand right down to my core.
So I surround myself with my critters. They don't lie.