Oh my god, Awen, thank you for being so resourceful on my behalf!  You are amazing!  Why can't I do this stuff for myself?  I am missing the resourceful gene.

This may be perfect, and the quickest way is probably to get a referral from my pdoc.  This will require some clear communication on my part, since I turned down the assessment at Mount Sinai she referred me for...but what the hell?  Do I have to be beholden and perceived as ungrateful just because I am selective in what free services I choose to involve myself in?  I am going to just let go of all that, between now and when I see her next. 

I guess there is a part of me that just stagnates (depression?), so I get tired and don't perservere in finding what I need.  If I could save the $140 i was going to spend on therapy each month and put it towards my debt, art supplies, a trip, food, whatever, my life is just that much better.

Have a great day!