So work has been ridiculous lately. I have been assaulted my some of the girls and the police has been involved and the house is in crisis....

Debreifing scheduled for 10:45am tommorow.

I feel it is a little bit my fault these 2 girls got kicked out since I was the target. But that being said, I am glad they are gone now. I won't get assaulted again anytime soon. That being said, the girls will not be fond of me for some time now. They won't forget the mass chaos and stop blaming me for it. I only did my job of course, but still...I am not there to make friends, but also would like to have some sort of relationship with these girls that isn't hostile.

Anyway, now I am giving my therapist a bit of a hard time again. Not like before, but she is beginning to piss me off again. This time I told her how. I told her exactly how I feel. You would think they would like that kind of thing. I am not so sure she will. But I told her anyway. How can we have an honest relationship if I can't be honest with her? That's what I think. I am pretty proud of myself for sticking it out with her cause I know I don't have to. But I still am. I really do want to work on things, but it isn't going to come fast or easy and it isn't going to come from me acting to please her. So I am just honest. That has to be good enough.