i heard a crowd outside the window in the distance shouting in different languages that i was a- i cant say it- 

they spoke in maori and english. in maori they were dishonoring me. they were shouting and trying to find where i live.

they got louder and i could hear them coming down the road. they were out of control.

i just cant fucking say it

i will finish this blog though, i am determined. sorry about my others. i find it hard to write.

i guess i am paranoid. as it is i have my real name and photo on this site. i feel like the odd one out.

another time