right now it seems i do a lot more getting used to the way new things online. so this first blog post is going to simply be an experiment to see where it goes and who exactly it is visible to.

 somehow i know i need to write more. you know those days when you are reading your writing as a 28 year old and it looks as though you have aged lower in capacity of language.

 funny how these things can happen. be it from moving across country and having simple troubles expressing yourself to others. or medications hendering your speech. . or even a husband who wants you to join him bed. or needs the computer. or has to - has to - has to.

 i never wanted to admit to myself that i did this for my sanity. that writing is what's released these dark beings from me.

....it may be an experiment. but as all elixirs go, it starts with a base and from there grows as the barrell deepens.