This is another instance of mobile blogging from my phone, on a train this time. I'm really not anywhere as good at phone typing as I am at computer typing, so this is probably less of a direct line to my brain, but I'll take an indirect line over radio silence any day. So...I'm heading to a friend's parentless house with two bottles to celebrate. But mostly I'm not overly thrilled about it. As seems to be usual these days, it doesn't seem like much of a holiday. But I'm okay with that. It's just a night to get pleasantly drunk with two friends and be irresponsible and immature. Not going to smoke. It's just not vey nice. All I want to do is listen to Pink Floyd or I end up thinking at double-time. Alcohol is so much better. But comparing intoxcating substances isn't what I came here to do. I guess I just need to reiterate for myself that this doesn't have to be a big deal. It's just quality time with friends and an excuse to drink.This has no bearing on how the next year goes. The notion of a new year is entirely arbitary. Tomorrow I'm going to go back to the city, talk to some relatives on skype, make three concrete dates (two romantic and one familial), and finish my little self portrait project. Then I can sew and cook and clean up to movies and music and contemplate the weekend and my grand to-do list. It basically breaks down into several categories: college forms, college packing, sewing project, self portrait project, netflix watching, dating, family. I think that's a pretty comprehensive list. Oh, and shopping for clothes and a laptop. I'm going to make a fucking schedule tomorrow. Every day between now and when I leave. Compulsive, maybe, but probably really helpful too. Yeah, that's what hung-over me will do tomorrow. I feel better and more productive already. And I think it has to be a physical schedule. It just seems like it means more than something on a computer. Cock.I also have to download open office for my computer. Or not. I really need to back up my computer and buy a new one. My stop is next. Hopefully this will be the only post for the night.