I am going to be in alot of trouble soon and I don't know what to do. I was up for a while, it was okay, but now it's gone away. I don't know what's going to happen and I'm scared, very scared. I can't do anything, I'm too scared to see anyone. I spent all yesterday crying nonstop, when I went to bed my eyes and lungs felt all raw.

I don't have any hope anymore and I'm running out of time. All I can do is whine about it. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm trapped.

I wish I had something clever to put here... but I just don't know what to say, and I've got loud voices rushing through my mind, drowning out everything. Nothing looks real, either. It's all weirdly flat like a curtain that's got some great black void behind it, and it looks like it will tear any minute now. Something will move between the air and tear everything apart and it'll all just dissolve into nothing. It's all way too flimsy.

I think I will end up hurt soon. I don't know what to do.