I feel as if I've been taught that its wrong to like anything about a woman that isn't sexual.  I don't know who to blame for this though.

As I was walking to class today I passed a blond girl, generically pretty, about 5'5", 120 lbs, and I was surprised to realize that I was indifferent to the idea of having sex with her.  I want to be able to control my actions and thoughts about sex more, because I feel like its an area of my life that I can't control and I'm only begining to become aware of this.